Have you ever felt angry all the time... Like you just burst with the slightest provocative things?! Oh, come on. Look at me and don't be shy we all had our moments, haven't we?! It's not something to be ashamed of.... but I just kept thinking about it a little and thought maybe this persistent rage has an underlying cause!!!!
Well, I think I found the answer....
"HURT" that's what it is all about... When you are
in constant pain emotional of course, when you are hurting for whatever causes
it doesn't matter actually... When you feel depressed, anxious, disappointed
all those negative feelings... And instead of crying and looking pathetic as
you perceive yourself like that... You subconsciously turn into a timed bomb
waiting to explode with the slightest touch....
Is it right?! Is it wrong?! Is it
acceptable?! I can't judge but all I know is that it is a defence
mechanism to try and overcome all these tangled and supressed emotions inside
of you
But tell you something?! Even if you cry or burst in terms
for days...if the causes are still there you will keep turning into that bomb
by time exploding and you can't just reverse it you know?! Right?!
Or is it just me?! Like am feeling angry all the time... So defensive so
impulsive
Talking in a loud voice.... fighting ever trivial stuff and
so on!! And the worst part of it is that people don't just mind their own
business!! No instead they keep pushing you to the limits and accuse you
of reacting to what they have done!!!
So, when will this end?!
I wish I could find an answer!! If anyone has any
comment or any solution to say please post it in a comment below :)
And always remember.... You are not alone and there is
nothing to feel ashamed of!!!
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